Thursday, March 10, 2011
I stood in a naive corner for years. From that corner the world looked a certain way, almost two dimensional if you will. It had no depth. I sought to discover that depth. I traveled. I read. I worked. As I sought out this depth to my life, I could see when others had found it for themselves by that glimmer in their eyes or joy in their voice you simply hear. I wasn't necessarily unhappy as I sought this depth out for my life, I merely felt a constant hunger. A hunger nothing could satisfy. No one I loved seemed to be the one. I fell to using the cliche of, "it isn't you, it is me" more than once simply because I found it was true. It wasn't them, it really was me and I shouldn't have wasted their time. If only I had realized what I was questing for and hungering to find. I was looking for my submissive self all those years and it took a Dominant to help me find it.