Naive Corner

I stood in a naive corner for years.  From that corner the world looked a certain way, almost two dimensional if you will.  It had no depth.  I sought to discover that depth.  I traveled.  I read.  I worked.  As I sought out this depth to my life, I could see when others had found it for themselves by that glimmer in their eyes or  joy in their voice you simply hear.  I wasn't necessarily unhappy as I sought this depth out for my life, I merely felt a constant hunger.  A hunger nothing could satisfy.  No one I loved seemed to be the one.  I fell to using the cliche of,  "it isn't you, it is me" more than once simply because I found it was true.  It wasn't them, it really was me and I shouldn't have wasted their time.  If only I had realized what I was questing for and hungering to find.  I was looking for my submissive self all those years and it took a Dominant to help me find it.